and i fall back;
down and in an out,
of who i was and where i have been.
dancing again in every sin;
that has ever graced my body
or i have taken in.
to many moments,
have gone and past
and with each remembrance;
my bones bursts into dust;
my heart combusts.
but every year i'm growing older,
though memories have aged me quicker,
an soon i'll be a pile of the girl i use to be
blowing away in the wind.
weighed down yet weightless,
and i fall back;
into my solitary form,
wishing and beging to have never been born.
and i fall back;
just to repeat this maddening process,
again and again.
and i fall back;
i fall back.